hello
i finally updated ma bloggie..
hahas. yes. im so bored,and im watching 'the incredibles'!! whee. anyway, hmm.. exams coming im shit unprepared la.. gonna start now.. i mean tonight. lalala. :)

i miss you. and i wish you were here.

lifes been cool. i guess. im still breathing and alive so i guess its not that bad after all.
i dunno. im feeling so numb right now. i cant feel.
i pray every night before i sleep. i pray ill wake up from this nightmare one day. and find i can smile and laugh normally again.
everyday, i go out with my fake face. i hate it. i reallie do.

but, its getting better now, im tryna move on.

moving on...

hahas..

hello hello.
hhas. clubbing was a blast on friday night. although a series of unfortunate events took place soon after someone disappeared without telling me! -looks around- hahas. anyhow,was a great night.. met lotsa pple. yupp,im so enjoying myself right now.. im happy now. though its not long after my break up. i have to to say im feeling quite alrite now. im happy where i am. i hope he's happy too. maybe we're better off this way.

to geese: papadum singh! hahas love you babe!

to ting: hey cheer up k? we're here.

to carrie: corn beef again soon!!! love ya!

to ven: tata! u naughty girl.. pangseh. herh.

hey all.
at geese's place right now! Well,its Friday tmr!!! i cant wait! (looks at geese)
im so full of energy and exicitement now that i could run ten rounds of the track! no really!
hahas,yupps. school was a ok ok today. pretty boring though. the day felt so draggy and all.
and the heavy rain was a real big stinker. and than i had to share this super cha chat umbrella with kirstin.. hahas
and we pigged out on roast chicken and some soup thingy.. dun think ill eat anymore. im getting fat!
i need to look nice tmr anyways. im so looking forward to it! watching 'hellboy' now. yupp,gtg. love lots.

i hate school days.
hahas,its so hot outside i cant wait to go home and sleep.. but no. i cant.. and why.. i gotta do my shit load of food and nutrition work.. stupid shit.
anyhow, things been good so far.. schools ok. homes ok. girls ok. bryan's ok. so i guess everything else is fine too. yupps took my class photo today.. a little retarded.. but its ok. cuz we blew kisses at the camera. but it'll turn out ok.. so yes.. ill put it up on friendster once i get it..
yes. hahas.
veneta: eh,u peachy bum u.. hahas. dun be angry k? when u smile the whole world smiles with you.. so yes.

k,gtg. lovedoves.

its a wet wet day today. both physically and emotionally.. i hate rainy days.. :(
i hate quarelling even more..
to who ever it may concern: i dun understand y u gotta cut uresef.. all i noe tat its plain stupidity..
its not going to solve any of our problems anyway. i hate the way u always hurt ureself.. i hate it. im gonna try and hurt myself and see how u'll like it.. . do u even spare a thought for me? i dunno.. u have the answer to tat question.. i rest my case.

yupps..its cold. i wished i have someone who'd hugg me.. hahas.. donn? geese? any of u? kk, gotta go wrap myself in the blanket.. ciao. lovedoves.

DUN BRING PHONE TO SCHOOL TMR GUYS!!!

anyway,schools been great so far.. and im dropping accounts.. god i hate accounts..
i've never disliked a subject and the teacher so badly before.. gosh.. hahas well,since accounts is of use to me and wad im planning to do next time... imma drop it la.. can spend my time on maths.. by far more worth it.. k,gotta go.. need to clear my mess up..
love.

its been awhile..
hahas busy with alot things la..
wanna let vernie,geese,ting and carrie noe i love them very much.. and i hope u like ure pressies!!! :)
schools starting in a few days.. cant wait.. my last yr in sec school.. cant wait to get it over and done with.. time passes so quickly.. i get scared thinking about it.. these few weeks have been spent usefully i must say.. i spent more time with my family members.. something i havent done in a long time. i LOVE ya'll pple at home!
anyway,went to mr armstrong's place just now.. he cooked lunch.. so sweet rite? THANKS MR ARMSTRONG!! he's parrots are just the cutest things on earth.. esp tat tiny one i was playing with..
his golden retriever was also superly cute! hahas. one of my friends.. wun mention who.. said tat his huse was like a bird santuary!! i nearly choked on my water..

i will miss tha wu bar..
goodbye wu bar.. i wun be clubbing fer quite awhile till im done with my o's!!
but,i'll drop by once in awhile.. of course..

ok. will blog again soon.. love ya'll.. thanks to all who tagged